It has been increasingly difficult to post to this blog over the past few years.
I think it is because it covers a chapter of my life that I can no longer associate with. I'm no longer that sad young boy trying to understand why depression fucked his life and took away all the light. I haven't found my way in the way of achieving nirvana or the ultimate enlightenment, but at the same time I am not sick and this blog is a relic from that journey; and after a lot of thought I have decided not to use it anymore.
It's time to discover myself anew or continue to.
I have also decided to publish the half done thoughts that will forever remain unfinished after the mind behind them died, or was erased...or whatever.
If you still want to read stuff I write, or spy on me or whatever, I'm now on tumblr here myawakening.tumblr.com